Hello kid,
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We can't ring up but we can help you with all your doubt's. First point is you can't get motivated with quotes, inspirational stories or philosophies unless you have a strong goal and a dedication towards it.
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Look you need to be serious, it's about your career. What you are gonna do with no job. How will you spend your days without job? You have a family which will soon get depended on you. This are things you need to think.
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Take a step up even though if it's difficult, good things come from struggle. Plan a what you want to be in career, look for the details, prepare for it and try until you get it.
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Remember if time's goes it never comes back. You won't be able to do once it's gone. So be serious and take a step wisely