Hello Aspirant,
Suicide is the worst option anyone ever think about it !
For to be a civilized person you should not think about this option ! U can do many more good things further in your life span ! Ups & down comes in everyone's life , but we really need to be courageous enough to handle them all without any fear , regret and never ever thought of giving up .
Failure means (full form) nd nothing is impossible! Better luck next time . Many more chance you will get in life nd great opportunity is awaiting for you ahead ! Just keep going & never loose your confidence!
According to your question,
According to last year cut offs of HBTI Kanpur the cut off rank for chemical engineering in general category is nearly 45000 and for EWS category it is 6000 to 7500 so you have less chances to get admission in this college also.
For more information of NIT, IIIT AND GFIT cut offs you should go through the below link that will be helpful for you.
https://engineering.careers360.com/articles/jee-main-cutoff
No worries there are some other Good colleges that you may get at this Good rank. If you want to know which college you may get at this rank, you can use our college predictor tool:-
JEE Main College Predictor – Know your College Admission Chances Based ...
I hope this will help you.
Don't think about the suicide, it is the worst option, please try your best and give your best, Don't loose hope.
All the best for your bright future ahead.
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