I'm so confused I have no idea what my goal is and what I really want to do after 12
Choosing the right career path is a skill to master. Now to have a good choice you have to focus on your aspirations, how you want to see your future, what you like to do and obviously budget of time and money.
So depending on your aspirations create a list which you think to be a perfect life. Now you have to move on to the courses which can satisfy your aspirations as well as your future dreams go for it. Now the last point is you also have to look at your budget as well as the time you can invest for education.
To know more about choosing the right career visit the link below:
https://www.careers360.com/articles/Universities/Careers360-Survey-Choose-the-right-career
I hope my answer helps. All the very best for your future endeavors!
Now,
Jot down all the things which you wanted to do.
Notice what really makes you happy.
Which stream is best for you?
Is it science, humanities or commerce?
What you wanted to be in life?
Lawyer, Business man, Doctor, Engineer,IAS officer and the list is never ending.
I know it is going to be tough but not impossible.
And after that just sum up things and do what you always wanted to do.
Tip - Find your calling.
I can only suggest you that if you don't like PCM , don't go for further studies in which they are required.Go for something which you actually like.