Hello there hope you are doing well,from your query it seems you are much confused,don't be so confused.start to like the work which you are with.Here I am giving a overview of industrial life vs academic life with some basic terms.

1. Responsibilities

Academic careers will vary, depending on the size of an institution, but in an academic research career, most professionals have some version of the following broad responsibilities:

Applying for grants

Conducting self-directed research

Publishing papers

Teaching courses

Mentoring students

Performing departmental service

Working in “industry” can mean many things, as the term encompasses all research work that occurs outside of universities. Professionals who choose this route can work for small biotech startups, mid-size corporations, or even international organizations with thousands of employees. The scope of work is typically focused on applied research that will have direct, clinical value. Industry work also requires a more business-minded approach. You must be able to develop projects that meet the company goals as you support the business plan of the company.

2. Flexibility

For some, an appealing aspect of working in academia is the freedom to dictate your own schedule, choosing when to teach, conduct research, and publish your work. By not having to answer to anyone about how you allocate your time, however, also means you must be proficient in time management and prioritization.

Time in a business organization’s research lab is more structured and typically revolves around a standard 9-to-5 workday. For some people, this type of structure is preferable to ensure maximum productivity.

3. Collaboration

Academic research is largely collaborative and team-work oriented. An academic environment creates an extraordinary opportunity for cross-disciplinary thinking and research. You can, however, enjoy a large sense of autonomy, should you choose, with the freedom to choose when, and with whom, you collaborate.

In industry, researchers are working toward a larger, shared goal. Due to the complex nature of drug discovery, there is much collaboration across multiple functional areas and disciplines. Whereas researchers in academia can be highly competitive, in industry, it’s critical for researchers to be able to collaborate and work as a team.

4. Workplace Culture

Academia is highly research and discovery focused, and much research is done for the sake of learning, as opposed to clinical application. In contrast, “industry” work allows researchers to feel a sense of immediate impact on patient lives.

Both workplaces have their own share of pressures and demands, as well. In academia, the researcher’s plight is often “obtain funding and publish, or perish.” Academics are under immense pressure to be self-starters, continually publish their research, and to promote and advocate for their work.

In industry, the pressures are typically more deadline-driven, as teams work to integrate science and business-focused problem solving on tight project timelines in accordance with larger product and business goals. Thus, it’s important for people working in industry to be excellent communicators and have sharp people skills to manage projects.

The pace of work also differs between industry and academia. In contrast to the fast-paced nature of drug development, academic timelines tend to be longer and focused more on long-term goals and education.

5. Individual Impact

As an academic, you’ll typically not have quarterly deadlines to meet, monthly reports to file, or a superior that you’re being held directly accountable to. Thus, the ability to make an individual impact and receive recognition for your work can be greater than in industry, where you are a single member working on behalf of an organization.

The flip side, however, is that academics can struggle to have their ideas adopted in practice, whereas the work that that industry researchers do is often directly motivated by business goals.  Although this does remove a measure of autonomy, the positive aspect is that research results are often immediately and directly impactful. To work in industry, one must be willing to work on a team and share credit. This teamwork aspect can also take off some of the pressure of having to individually achieve results.

6. Intellectual Freedom

In academia, professionals enjoy intellectual freedom, free from the constraints of short-term deadlines and having to answer to those setting the research priorities. This allows individuals to choose what they would prefer to spend their time researching, and how to pursue it. With this freedom also comes the responsibility of securing funding and resources.

When working in industry, most work is done on a quick timeline and is driven by a product or business goals. This type of clear direction can be very appealing to some researchers, while others may see it as a hindrance to their ability to investigate their own areas of personal interest. A benefit of working in industry is that the funding and more state-of-the-art resources will be supplied by the larger.

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