Hello,

Do not let anyone get inside your head. You need to keep yourself away from people who discourage you and demotivate you. You do not have to take all that negativity inside you. You still have time to start from scratch and become well prepared for the exam. If you sit back and worry about what others said will only demotivate you and stop you from doing what you are capable of. Not everyone get a decent job with good paycheck at the age of 21. You need to learn the lessons from failures and change yourself. You shouldn't be doing what you have done last three years it only made you made you feel low and hopeless. This is the time you learn that you cannot change the past but can utilize your precious time.