Hello Ayoush,

No time is late to move on. In our entire life many people come. They play a role for certain specific period of time. Some stay with us for a longer period some for shorter time. To some we like a lot to some we hate. But each person leave after some time giving  a new experience and memories in life either it is good or bad. What we need to take is all the experience from it and move on. You should learn to accept this that no one in your lifecome to live with you permanently. Some will stay with you as long as 40- 60  year some will as short as few minutes. So what you should do is take all good memories and postiveness from that and take an experience or lesson for future from the bad memories.

20 year of the age is a beginning of your life. You have a lot of time in life to make things happen. There are many successful people who faced problem in their early life. For example steve jobs, he struggled a lot in life but without loosing hope he continued to move on and becomes successful person. There are hundreds of people having such stories. You should Read autobiography of such people. It will help you to come it of depression. Consider the new responsiblities as challange and overcome all your challanges. As tough time comes in life of all people. Courageous people take it as a challange and strengthen themselves and some due to fear of it get confused and lost. I think you will be happy to list yourself as a courageous person and will definitely make somthing good from your hard time.

Take care of your self and your loved one.

All the best for your bright future.