' Are abhi toh zindagi shuru hui hai mere dost, abhi se ise khatm krne ki soch loge toh uss mukam tk kaise pahunchoge jiske liye yahan aaye ho.' Aniket, now it's time for self-realization, you have to self realize that where you are lacking, what things are keeping you behind, just remove those things from your life whether these are toxic friends, any relationship or any other thing that gives you the feeling of being toxic. Stay positive and you can do whatever you want, just believe in yourself.

Now what you have to do is just identify your inner talent because as you have mentioned that your past was dark so learn from the dark past and enjoy your bright future. Any successful person does not think that whether he/she can be at that place where he/she wants to be instead he/she works on his/her dream then only the moment he/she was only able to dream would be achieved. So just believe in yourself and start preparing without thinking of result because whatever the result would be will teach you something and we all knows that " something is far better than nothing ".

Now if you want to go for SBI posts then you can either go for SBI PO or SBI Clerk depends upon your eligibility which you can check out from the links given below :-

https://competition.careers360.com/articles/sbi-po-eligibility-criteria

https://competition.careers360.com/articles/sbi-clerk-eligibility-criteria

Follow the enlisted preparation tips for SBI posts :-

>>>>>> First of all go through the entire syllabus of SBI PO or Clerk. There are many study materials available on internet. You can take help of video tutorials available free in YouTube.

>>>>>> Read newspaper daily thoroughly for General Knowledge and current affairs. If you find it difficult to study from different books, then make your own notes. This is a good habit, your memory retention will also improve.

>>>>>> Once done with syllabus you can move on to solving mock test, previous year exam papers. Then try to figure out your weak areas and work on them.

For more details about SBI PO and SBI Clerk examination you should refer to the link given below :-

https://competition.careers360.com/exams/sbi-po

https://competition.careers360.com/exams/sbi-clerk

I hope this information helps you.

Good Luck!!